10 lbs

10 lbs...I hate you, why won't you leave me? Nobody wants to see you here anymore.

So since having Aubrey, I have lost all my baby weight except for a pesky 10 lbs that I just can't get rid of, I was doing weight watchers but lost motivation when I stopped losing weight.  I don't know how I am going to get this weight off! I know I need to work out but the problem is is that when the children are sleeping I am so tired that I am either sleeping or relaxing. I don't know what to do about this and its really starting to bother me!  I want to join the Y so I can just drop them off at the daycare, but I really don't want to do that until Aubrey is 6 months...and sometimes I don't even think i'm ready to hand her off until shes a year. I even thought about trying that stupid Hollywood diet drink to lose the last 10 lbs but you know the second I put any food back into my body it will just come right back! Maybe I will try it and then start working out, I am desperate! I want to look good in a swimsuit but sadly I don't think this summer it will happen :(

darn it.